disappointed, depressed...

Do u know what's worth fighting for, and u look for a place to hide, did someone break your heart inside, and u feel yourself sufforcating....... One, 21 guns! lay down your arms, give up the fight~


reaching the end of the road soon. dont feel like talking to anybody right now.. jeanie came, but all she talk about is her stuff, her friends etc.. i hate this world. i wish i could go some where which only belong to me, where i will be loved by everypne. this freaking world is just so ugly, so messy, so stressful. i cant find any happiness in it.. i dun see any light for my future..its all pitch dark. i hope i can die and leave this damn place. my sec sch friends are just pretenders. i would be so much better off if i didn't know them in the first place. i dont need people to come and go, all i need is someone who is willing to come into my life, accept me, and never go away ever again. i wish to be alone, i dont want to talk to all these people..they are just so disgusting. i need a place to hide. i have been finding the place for years, but i will still continue to find it. a place to let me feel peace, without all the sorrows, a place to be happy.

baby, u have been with me for 7 months already. u stood by my side through the toughest times when no one is there for me.. i love u alot for what u have done for me. but baby, i still feel very empty inside.. is it because i cannot see u everyday? but if we stay together everyday, would we end up having conflicts everyday and hate each other?u know i have never truly love someone this much before.. bi, u are the only person who have let me felt what love truly means.. i really wish u will never leave me, because if u do, i have no where else to go.
Love,
Hang Wee

finding the courage to kill myself.

Is it all my fault?

Okay y does everything seems to be like my fault. We quarreled again just now while on skype. She told me got another guy is trying to woo her. It's not the first time alr.. I feel that she's trying to show off? And by saying that to me ofcus I will feel insecure right. I told her what I felt on the phone. She got so pissed, and said its normal what, i would tell my frens about it too what. I don't know is it me who's not understanding enough.. Not only that...I feel like she's trying to know my guy frens. Okay maybe nothing wrong with that.. But she like also trying To know my bro. When's she is in sch, she will like get touchy with her guy frens, worse still, she will boast to me about

hais

so many misunderstandings..like almost everyday with her...
y things always turns out ugly...
okay not only that, my best fren like dun wan talk to me anymore..after a little argument?
really sia..what the fuck..
lets talk about her..
she has a very strong character. maybe thats the main difference between us, which make us quarrel. sometimes the words she say can be so....
i dk..i just dun like the tone that she speaks sometimes.
everytime i go twitter, she her tweet, den i whole day no mood alr.
okay sometimes it could be just misunderstanding.
but i just feel that its saying me.

okay other than the bad things, there are also good things about her.
she can make me become very optimistic about life..like, making me want to go uni.
i didnt want to go uni at first.. but i dk why, she gives me the strengh to go.
i wan her in my life. but..ofcus..other than all the bad things..
maybe its all about understanding each other, tolerating each other's differences?
cus we are all not perfect. we got to accept it.

well, enough said. will just see how things go bah..

i really hope the road ahead can be a little smoother please?
i dont know how much more i can endure

Zoey!

Every stage of my life is soooo different.
i met with different people, different obstacles..
I used to be so pessimistic, until i got together with zoey.
she made me think more maturely, and i am starting to stand on my feet and back on to my life.
although we often quarrel, but we just forgive and forget..
hope we would last long.. hehe.

I love You, Zoey

Old memories~!

 

Just some old pictures i found in my psp. ahhhh miss the old times...
well, i gotta move on.
it will just remain as happy memories!

graduated from SP! my misery finally ends!
been really hard to pull through the 3 years..enduring those painful moments.
Lixian you will always be my good friend! although u sometimes very gay >.<

 









sometimes i ponder if the friends i have known for so many years are really my true friends...
or maybe true friends don't exist?

MY FIRST BIKE

Here's a pic of me when i got my very first BIKE!!! :D
no words can describe how happy i am! although this bike is very very old, but i still love it!
have been wanting a bike for so long and i finally got it. but my parents didnt allow, so had to keep it from them..only my bro and a friend knows about it. SECRET! :P