Monday, January 21, 2013

just shut up

i dont need ur stupid comments. i dont need u to judge me if i have any friends or not. u can keep ur fucking comments to ur fucking self. u can go to hell. this is y i dun wanna talk to ppl like u. my life is already miserable enough alr, u wan to drive me to a corner till i have no where to go ? cant u freaking understand how painful and sad i am already. i jus hope everyone will die...stop all the pain.

no where to go.

Sunday, January 20, 2013

disappointed, depressed...

Do u know what's worth fighting for, and u look for a place to hide, did someone break your heart inside, and u feel yourself sufforcating....... One, 21 guns! lay down your arms, give up the fight~


reaching the end of the road soon. dont feel like talking to anybody right now.. jeanie came, but all she talk about is her stuff, her friends etc.. i hate this world. i wish i could go some where which only belong to me, where i will be loved by everypne. this freaking world is just so ugly, so messy, so stressful. i cant find any happiness in it.. i dun see any light for my future..its all pitch dark. i hope i can die and leave this damn place. my sec sch friends are just pretenders. i would be so much better off if i didn't know them in the first place. i dont need people to come and go, all i need is someone who is willing to come into my life, accept me, and never go away ever again. i wish to be alone, i dont want to talk to all these people..they are just so disgusting. i need a place to hide. i have been finding the place for years, but i will still continue to find it. a place to let me feel peace, without all the sorrows, a place to be happy.

baby, u have been with me for 7 months already. u stood by my side through the toughest times when no one is there for me.. i love u alot for what u have done for me. but baby, i still feel very empty inside.. is it because i cannot see u everyday? but if we stay together everyday, would we end up having conflicts everyday and hate each other?u know i have never truly love someone this much before.. bi, u are the only person who have let me felt what love truly means.. i really wish u will never leave me, because if u do, i have no where else to go.
Love,
Hang Wee

finding the courage to kill myself.